This week began another new phase of interactions, interviews, meetings, editing, recording, and archiving - all the while trying not to get sick from one source or another. Along the way are plenty of exceptions to any rule. (I think there are no rules .... only exceptions!) I have to "sleep on it" no matter what. Choices that are made become problematic, when one does not listen to our Lord's voice within. Sometimes, things come into being so fast, there is no time but to react with God-given nerve impulses ..... on auto-pilot. No chance to "sleep on it".... but when finally sleep does come.... waking up with a start! Realizing - ---so that was what it was all about. Sometimes, not believing it to be true. Just the squeamish feeling of knowing it is not a good thing.... in fact beyond sad ..... actually evil. And we catch the dust from others kicking it..... traveling like a virus..... exposed we are. No wonder Jesus said that He well knew what was in man ..... and that (the Evil One) ".... has nothing in Me." Evil thought comes from within. But, where does that originate from as it just "pops" in our minds? ..... I can certainly guess. In fact, where does ANY THOUGHT originate from? In or out... it is still awful to have it show up in any way - and there we all go in the mix of two spheres, two worlds or more interacting like a dance. Yet, the worst is when any of us "entertain" the thought..... being forced or not - it really has a way to manifest. To be completely out of this world is not really possible, but thank God there is security in our Lord ..... to deliver us from evil.... even if it is just errors and omissions. ..... on Earth as it is in Heaven! And, that "all things work for good.... " truly, I've seen THIS manifest!! Praise God! My prayer and deepest desire - I hope to never be the bitter seed of contagion spreading the Earth and beyond with my demise... should that happen through a warped or wrong view of myself or through others seeing me blindly without comprehension .... may God preserve me, always... in Him.
